loyal ? true to urself ? determinations ?

i guess.when people wants to do something,
they don't think of the future before making any decisions.
during the moment of thinking :
' i should do this' yes, and u made that promise.
but the fact is that u haven thought abt the true thinking of urself.
u are just being en-tu at that 1 minute of time.
do u really want this , can u really make the promise to do it?
are u sure. NO! u are not.
and u already have made that promise.
rubbish. how would people think about u in times.can there still be trust ?
everytime u want people to do the way.
u keep thinking that the way is wrong.
yet u chose to walk that way. how stupid har.
when can u grow up?
when can u learn to know how to control ur thoughts
and stop being the one always' give empty promises'
can't do it. dont give promises. it's just that simple.
if u are lazy, say so... cause that's u. can't do it then forget it .
what's ur problem ? just feel like giving a smack on the face.
life can be so short u see.so live to the fullest.
do things that are right. it's very simple...
don't just follow ur heart.
use ur brains too. brain cells. * knock knock* still working?
i heard this phrase before,
some girls tends to use their heart when making decisions.
they don't really use their brains.
but using the brain is much more helpful yea?
everytime tell urself to start afresh.
' yes yes, i must change i must! yesh. ' -.-
rubbish. u never make that afford to .


i guess this person,
is the one who i see every morning.
every day in the mirror...

hmm. it's raining now...
it's getting cold .
shall slp early... good-night !