Many people had said that i'm tanned, very tanned.
and in fact it's true . (:
I was Born with tanned skin.
maybe not when i was a baby.
but i know since primary sch i had tanned skins...
names being called, like ,
'Charcoal', 'hei ren ya gao' , 'malay' etc...
people mistook me as other races, malay, & even Indian!?

HAH!

as time goes by, i didn't care so much,
u know, who cares abt looks in primary sch?
but when secondary sch comes, mm hmm. things change.
i care more abt looks,
how people feel abt me...
and their comments.
same thing happened.
names called , and.. maybe even worst.
cried in bed and really hating it.
i was born like this, what can i do?
it's not my fault right.

yeah.

as i grew older, i learn to understand
ofcos sometimes i still feel sad when people say that,
but i try to move my thinking to a postive side.
'tanned, so? ' ...
i'm with this skin,
i'm born with it,
and if i can't change or improve it,
i accept it...

yeah. (:

life have to go on, right?
just like having a bad memory,
even how bad u want to change/improve it,
it's a fact that u have lose out at that point of time
no matter how much u hate it, it still remains.
and if it can't be changed/improve,
u accept it....

accept and be contented,
that's what i have learnt.

good night!