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2010-04-28T00:30:00.000-07:00

hehehe. :D

can't wait for sat to come...!
woohooo!!!

going to meet Baby soon... like aft 2 weeks!

ok la. actually people got like nv meet for mths but their relationship still ok.
i don't mean that this relationship of mine can't take long distance communication.
but really very xin ku leh~

so maybe it's a good thing that i didn't go vietnam?

most of my friends are going vietnam, a 6 weeks oversea study trip.
which u can skip like 2 modules when the new sem starts!
which is like SHIOK ok!

hahas. but 6 weeks is a little long.
and by then there will be danzation practise.
:D

there's still a 6 days thailand trip.
which me and ziana thinking to go. :)

maybe i will go!
shopping there will be shiokness.
hehe.

anyway, today lesson really ****
lol. almost cry.
cause like i pek cek. keep asking Eunice to help, like one useless boom boom lo.
lol. think eunice also pek cek!
HAHA okok. must jia you.
this sem important. =)

cheers! BYE!

Knowing urself.

2010-04-23T21:21:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Very much people don't understand ourself.
we thought we do, but actually we don't.
Getting to know someone else is hard,
but trying to understand urself better is even harder.

i thought i know all abt me, but i'm not.
yup. like many times i thought i'm strong but i'm fragile.

nth much happen actually,
but just felt that way..
i want to change. really desperately want to change!!

:D

hopefully i could. in a way or another....

to be a girl who talks more to others,
can always be very open,
don't think so much at heart,
be more positive and cheerful,
and also to love what i have. :)

i always say what to do and what not to do to my friends,
in fact. when situation fall upon me, i fail to do so too..

so yea, words are easier to say than be done.

Jia you in life people! ^^

This special one. :)

2010-04-18T23:45:00.000-07:00

Yes...

This is the criminal *WANTED*
She has done many many things..
somethings very veryveryveryveryryryyryryryry BAD!!!!!!!

omg!
and she need to be catched by 12 a.m midnight!!!
cause 19/04/2010 is reaching!!!!!!

Teh Teh Teh Tengggggg~

=)

HAPPY 20th BirthDAY to JIAOJIAO~

Not all the pictures are saved yet... so will be using this pic first. heheheh...
okok. guojiao is someone u really can rely on.
that one i think all 4 of us can felt that.
though many times is we cry on her shoulders,
but she rarely show us the sad side of her's.
she's always very happy go lucky...
smiling laughing crazying... lol!

she's like a loving friend who give u warm when u are emotionally hurt.
when we had problems she will always/ mostly be the first one to be there.
despite last year we didn't had much time together due to some probs,
but like everything still went out well...
always giving good advise and a listening ear.

yup. she's a great friend, like a good sister and she will always be. :)

' love ya guojiao... may all ur wishes come true

and everythings in ur new life will be great.

No matter what, we must always meet up yea. and catch up..

then if got handsome guys woo u must say also hor!!! :) hehehe.

don't bully ur dog also ah..

and faster go get u TV! LOL!

HAPPY Birthday!!!

Muack muack muack muack muack muack!!!!! '

yeah!! okok.

sch start tml!!!

woohoooooo..

=.=

ok first happy that can see my poly friends like finally.

and can like always dance ...

but like aiyo not much time to see dap they all

and see baby 2 weeks later!!!! damn sad.

okok must really have time management.

cause when june comes.....

die i tell u!!!

danzation prac will starts

hope i get to B class

PLEASEEEEEEEE :]

aww.

and i going to miss this face...

his voice,

his hug,

his touch,

his kiss.....

awww.... :(

I need ur hug.

2010-04-10T22:41:00.000-07:00

:(

hais.
thinking that i only can meet baby on wed makes my heart sink.
guess he won't even have the time to read this though...
but i really really miss him.
and thinking when sch reopens there will be even lesser time!
ARHH!

'i can't take it anymore..........'

:( x100000000

far far away.

2010-04-08T01:45:00.000-07:00

Was too bored, and watched this show on funshion!!
but watched it half way, it's still loading... it's super slow.
princess always wish to the stars, and nv work hard for it...
but in reality we always have to work hard to gain something...
if not it will nv happen.

cause fairy tales only happen in movies and stories, right?

:D

& i found this.

i treasure every friend and close one i have.
even from the very start i make a friend.
since primary sch till secondary sch to now poly.
but it's not easy for me to keep it so close...
esp for primary sch ones.
i know they are doing well.
and it's good enough for me.
so for now, i will keep those i have close to my heart.
cause i can't bare to lose any anymore...

cheers. :)

2010-04-06T02:50:00.000-07:00

yeah~ update blog once in a mth.

wanted to update like afew days back.
cause had been stoning for 3 hours + !
& that moment i really thought alot.
but luckily that moment had pass..

sometimes we felt sad/ anger/ jealousy etc...
we always wanted to do something to vent out.
maybe scold someone? maybe throw things? say things that hurt.
but if we hold, and handle things well,
there's always rainbow aft the rain.
it's just that if u get to see it anot.

things may not be solved,
but things became smoother. :)

at that moment i almost said things that i wouldn't want to say.
but luckily i didn't.
if not only one word to say ... ' regret '

yup!

Going get pay soon.
afew events coming up! so happppyyy!
but money not coming in. :(

*BBQ
*Pay Day
*Guo Jiao's b'day celebration.
* Meet up with HLMs.

Can't wait!
but hopefully i have the money...
why everything need money!! $$$$$ :(
i'm like becoming ' jiu xiang lai zhe ni ' de yang guo!
always money money money.

aite.
blog next time. CYA

the sweet silly girlfriends i have.

2010-03-02T23:03:00.000-08:00

hehehe.....

because i'm bad at rmbing things...

so those very sweet crazy long days we shared....

always rmbed by daphanie seow?!

and she's like once in a while post it in her blog.

which makes me recap all those silly things we did..

i can't say that they are perfect.

but they brought life and joy for me

& they are more than i an ever have.

we do have disagreements,

unhappiness,

disappointments,

alot more...

but ...

it all doesn't matter aft awhile.

cause that's what buddies are for.

cause things can be forgive

and our friendship can nv be broken...

it's great to have u girls...

maybe not always by my side,

maybe i may not be the first one u thought of when u are down,

but we know that we belong together.

and we miss each other.

and this will nv come to an end.

with all the dirty talks eunice bring,

with all the food that guojiao talks,

with all the nice places to shop daphanie will takes,

with all the funny faces esther will make.

i don't think i can ever forget.

this little sweet sweet love.

HUGSSSSSS

[ p.s : i'm not a les! :) ]

[ i just love my girls ]

HAPPY HOLIDAY~

2010-02-27T12:45:00.000-08:00

woohoo..

it's holiday.

had two exams.

soil science and PLNHY.

PLNHY is a killer paper !

and it's not only me who agrees with it..

almost the whole class agree lo!

hopefully can pass...

cause next sem will be preparing for danzation i guess..

then like if i fail any,

won't be able to participate.

must prayyyyy~

hehe...

yeah. right aft the last paper,

we girls when to our one day chalet.

hahas. girls party!

alright it's more like a relax one.

okok. so aft te chalet, went to chill with eunice and cheryl/

hahas. at first wanted to go the cun dao he pan

but it's over. hahas so dump.

so end up we went to walk walk

and play mahjong with shendy(eunice cousin)

hahas. had a great day. :)

yeah. and ytd went to acc baby.

watch a movie at his place,

then acc him to flair practise.

hehehe :) flair people so cute and funny

yeahh

kk, today....

at baby's place.

going acc him to study.

so i will be watching my movie!!

weee

hope a will get a job,

that mum will accept!

grrr. she don't accept eunice's job.

-.-

stupid reasons.....

aright, bye.

2010-02-20T13:03:00.000-08:00

it's not that i want to say it to show everyone
but i don't know who and how to tell someone now.

things like that happens when i'm having pms is not a good thing
even more emotional.

it's been so long.
so even a small thing that just happen will also hurt.
don't ask me and tell me that it's just a joke.
u don't know how it feels .
cause they have been treating u like god.

every single time.

hais.
scold me all u want.
cause i'm surely getting more and more worst everytime things change
don't blame it on me.
things make me change.

maybe will be fine aft sometimes.

goodbye.

Glad :)

2010-02-18T22:13:00.000-08:00

^^
YEAH

Happy Belated Valentine & CNY to all!!

=)

nth much on CNY. just that baby came to visit when i was at grandma place.
hahaha. feel shy i think.
then don't know where to stand.
=x

hahas. but think my relatives are nice. HAHA
yeah.

Watch movie with parents on 'Chu er'
^^ i forgot the title of the movie, but starts with P, and end on theif.
hahhaas think u all should know which one right..
=x it's a nice show though.
but both my parents fall aslp during the movie!
HAHA
=.=
bro's friend came that night, gamble all the way till morning.
both cousins came too. :)

next day was . ' chalet day '
HAHA it's save to write this here cause not much people will be reading it .
heheheh.
=x

okkkk~

met up with baby ,
i know i will have the pms thing agn,
but like i can't control it.
so think i sort of vent things on baby.
sry sry sry ! :(

erm, but u always say sry first, and make me smile. =)
Thanks you thank you thank you muack muackkkkkss~
Hehehehehe

okok, orh!
baby bought shoe for me too!
hahaha
not HL ok,
but like i love it !
and that place is really ^^ Gooooddd!
hHAHA
price also ^^ Goooooooooddddddddy!
xD

anyway, it's red in colour. :) woohooo.
baby bought himself a nice black and blue shoe too.
he owns sooooo many shoe alr !??! and he still continue to buy.
*tsk tsk*
HAHA
kk, as long as u got buy for me too can alr. hahahaha

yeahhh
alright, ate botak Johns aft that, food is great, company is great, service... =.= NONO
the person like give that face all the time.
cause we order only one large meal only, so give that face. hahha
weirdo.
we were full , and the we didn't manage to finish all anyway.
and we played games to finish the meat...

and i'm going to slim fit soon! *fake*
cause i'm like eating alottttt ! =(

okok, went to stef place at night to stay over and CNY partyyyyY!
^^ great place yeah!
erm, won money and ate great steamboat !

HAHA -.- see keep eating.
hahas. okok, until ard 6, both of us alr gone, and slpt till 9+
everyone left ....
so we cab back too!

kk, went back to slp on the 17th,
slp dono until what time. =x
then baby ride me to east coast park!
Wooohooo.
hehehe wanted bowling at first,
but like there's competition going on,
so went to a great place to makan first.
hahah really great place.
it's call C. Nai hong kong cafe.
haha abit similar to Hong Kong Cafe.
but the environment was better
there's people singing and there's Tv
hehehhe

also can 'tian ge'
^^ chill awhile at that place,
then went to walk ard.
cause really full.
okok, baby bought me ice cream too.
heheh.
went bowling aft that.
hahhaas. so weak at it =x
need more practise. hehehe
kk, at that went back home. bath, and start downloading movie.
hehehe. erm, daybreakers. hahahas
cool show, but i find it scary eh. hehe

kk, today!
erm, wake up ard 11 +
disturb baby! HAHA
erm, then start cooking agn...
then ermmmmm. pms agn...
1000x sry
heheh ... rest awhile,
then company him to woodlands cause he got flair practise :)
train home aft that. hehe
tired!!!! zzzzz.

watching tv soon. cya guys! need to sstudyyyyy! :(

Lasttttt thing,

baby, thank for always taking care of me,
and giving in.
i know i may say this many times.
cause like i always tell myself to control,but end up cant
spoiling the atmosphere,
and my mouth like glued together when i should be saying sry first.
always wait till u say it then i felt guilty..
so ilove u, more then anyone else ...
i adore the way u treat things,
like give and take.
=)
*hugs*
u will always be my one and only valentine. :)

Not in good shape.

2010-02-10T07:09:00.000-08:00

woohoo!

Had a great meal today!
really veryyyyyy full!!! =D

but not a very good night.
):

Flu, no msn, can't get ppt for env to study for test tml.
orh great!!
and i can't on the fan, if not i will sneeze more?
then i'm like sweating like crazy. cause weather is really HOT.

orh great~

=(

flu flu go away, come agn another day!!

& really frustrating when making DIY stuff... hahaha
but want to and need to.

hmm. my dad is watching american idol. tempting me to watch eh.
heheheh

orh yea.
GOOD LUCK to all those taking exams and test ~
hehe. Valentine and CNY is coming veryyyy soon!

wish all lovely couple loving and sweet.
wsh all single ladies and Man have warm and cosy day on Valentine.
Wish all married couples last longggggg :)
wish baby all the best for Flair Production.

* Hugs *

( pray that i can slp at night tonight. )

2010-02-07T19:43:00.000-08:00

Be it friends, family or lover's Love

it all hurts.

cause when it hurts u ,

it meant that it's something u cherrish and love.

But despite all hurts,

Love still keeps me going... :)

Flash Back & Spring CLeaning is Awessssooommmeee!! =D =) =/

2010-01-31T16:18:00.000-08:00

HAHA! yeahhhh
it's like 2 3 weeks since i updated?!

lol! hehe. many things happened!
woohooo.
GUOJIAO came back from china,
& & we had a great meet up!
had zi cah ( chinese ) at keat hong.
Then chill over my place.
HAHAHAH had fun playing with guojiao's wig.
awesome!

lol!

I can't rmb when was this taken,
but hehehe. had fun with baby too. =D

HAHA dumb face. =P

See see. we took lots of photos!

HAHA actually got alot more.

but those will be the pictures which we were wearing wig.

AND don't think will want to show !

HAHAH

Spring Cleaning today!

AND guess what.

while cleaning a fish tank which we have left it there for many mths,

we found a couple!!!

HAHAHA

and it's super cute.

can imagine what have happen:

Mr lizard ' Come xiao qiang , we can play together'

Xiao Qiang ' No No, i will eat u up! '

HAHA end up die together. LOL! =.=

TADAH! hahahas er xin hor. HAHA and Mr Lizard is like flat? -.-

kk, anyway...

i found N*sync 's old songs. and it's really great to hear their songs.

it's reminds me of my childhood. cause last time my family used to love them so much

we play the song every sunday. hahahs.

so i kinder love them all. listen and relax.

very chill. hehe. washes my stress away. :)

It's the last day of the mth,

and many things are nearing.

both bad and good.

hope i'm able to handle things well. =)

Love ya all!

' When i look into your eyes, i know that is true... '

2010-01-11T23:57:00.000-08:00

'L . O . V . E'

Love can be simple and sweet like sugar.

Love can be hush and tiring like needle .

But no matter how it might be like,

It always started with that someone ...

This someone gave u his/her words,

that he/she will take care of u,

that he/she have fallen in love with u.

that he/ she wants u for life,

that he/ she wants to grow old with u,

and see all ur black hair turn white,

all ur teeth starts to yellow and drop...

That's make you fallen with him/ she.

What i want to say is that,

no matter how hush, tiring, sweet, bitter, sour, honey, whatever it might be,

both of u have chosen each other.

and in the first place love brought u together.

so don't let rocks and peddles stop it,

don't let earthquakes and tornadoes stop it,

don't let whatever storms and thunder stop it.

cause both of u can do it. :)

Me and you

can do it too...

:) :) :)

Belated X'mas Post =x

2010-01-07T12:14:00.000-08:00

'HELLLLOOO people!!! hehhee....'

Know it's kinda late,
But this is how i celebrated my X'mas eve and X'mas 2009 ! ^^

X'mas Eve.....
Went to Taka to watch Baby Perform...
But things screw up! sound system prob!
damn sian! cause it's until the Locking and Bboy part,
then baby didn't get to perform what they have trained...
but solo here and there. HAHA!

alright, by right should be celebrating at his friend's house(Maurice)
but end up canceled!!! =(
so we went to eat eat ! hahahas, and ten slack awhile at his house playground,
and went back his house.

Next Day , X'mas day!! WOOHOO!
if i'm not wrong,
we went shopping,
then to vivo, to see the X'mas tree!
HAHA nice sia!!

=D

His new hair cut! =)

At orchard road. hehehe

This is damn nice! but quite exp. =x

Cuiii face!!! =x

Look damn wrong right!!! HAHA =x

Overall , had a great X'mas with baby!

here's something for u! =)

HAHA.. not that nice hor! =x hehe.

By right planned to do my projects today!

cause i don't have duties today...

but like so lazy..

end up used facebook, blogshop and blog... =x

DIE! all projects datelines are nearing..

must jia you and hurry finish!
AND i have to go down my house to dig soil!

hmmm. how should i do that and not being seen.

HAHA

ALright, shopping ith cheryl and sara awhile later ...

and Nra class at 630 !

HEHEHE!

Bye guys!!!

Love, ven !!!!

Lastly, i love my animal friends!!!

All the Mooo, Frog, Dog, Cat , and i dono still got what animal...

but whatever, i love u all!!! HEHEHE

i'm not aunty pleaseeee :)

2010-01-07T00:54:00.000-08:00

HellllllOOOOOOO !!

:)

alright it's a brand new year~
but things are still the same i guess...

haha!

first thing that i cried for in 2010,
HAHA

because of a guy! and it's not merv!
lol! see, not everything is related to merv. hahas
erm, it's cause of a guy in my cca
i guess everyone will get worried when people angry at u?
then like it's a decision that u have to make,
and the decision make him angry,
when u apologise, things went worst?

yea. mine is sort of like that..
but luckily, i'm the one thinking too much
-.-!
cry for nth. HAHA
but i'm glad la.
it's a heavy stone for me at that moment.

glad that i found my hp poach back!
if not eunice really gonna wack me.
=x

2010,
i hope i really have more time.
to acc merv,
to have more dance prac,
to meet up with my GFs (i really miss them, waiting for guojiao to be back),
to have more outings with my HLM dig soil people,
to have lunch with my church warden friends,
to have Family gathering more often,
to visit my grandma! ,
to work.

hais.
that's why i said,
i hope there's 8 days in a week.

hopefully i can manage my time well. :)

ORH!
guess what i saw just now!
i went to facebook,
and i saw a video,
during count down at sentosa 2009,
a girls is dancing (having fun all those),
and suddenly,
this 3 BANGALAs came and dance with her,
TOUCHING her boobs and private parts!
=.=
and worst things!
everyone else just took their hp and video down
instead of helping her!

grrrrr! i hate this kind of people!
and it's bangala some more.
no being racist .
but imagine, 6 black hands touch ur whole body! -.-

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=236714341931&ref=mf

Conclude,
nv go to those parties wearing so little,
if u wanna go,
either u wear more,
or take care of urself!

alright bye guys! good night :)

2010

2009-12-31T22:00:00.000-08:00

2010 is coming in 2 hours time!!!
and i will be chilling at home with family
having lots of food and alcohol !!!
WOOHOO

it's not emo ok! it will be fun!

:)

how much i wish to have a change in myself in 2010.
orh orh!

WISH LIST

*wish to lose weight to 45kg~
*wish my money saving plan will work~
*wish to control my temper~
*wish to be my old venessa. pure, innocent, forgiving and NICE
HAHAHA ( not that i'm not nice now =P )

okok. all other wishes will be in my heart.
cause i know when i say out,
it won't come true.
those above is a aim ok!
HAHA
must help me. :)

many things i want to learn in 2010.
and i really can see myself changing compared to last time.
that's why i need to change back...

and i'm really sry baby.
i will try my best, i promise...
i love u, so i will cherrish and treasure u well.
cause i don't want to regret whatever might happen.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE.
with love, VEN

Merry X'mas :)

2009-12-26T16:40:00.000-08:00

Hohoho !

Had a great X'mas with baby!
though i was simple,
but it was great.

upload the photos next time ! ^^

Merry X'mas and a Happy New Year 2010 is coming.

Wooohoooooooo

not really good a day

2009-12-24T01:04:00.000-08:00

Sick & tired ....
feel crying like a baby..... ............................................................... .......

i love the last one!

i told myself, 'Smile' can solve the toughest road

i hope it's as easy as ABC

good night.

moments

2009-12-21T00:30:00.000-08:00

HALO !

Yeahhhhhh! had our class chalet on the 17th & 18th
though it wasn't as great,
but it's still fun !
and i see the love we have for each other !

:)

despite of depression, sadness or whatever might happen,
we have bond to be one. and i'm glad that i'm in 1G02
not to say the other class is bad,
but 1G02 really showed me alot.
and i believe we will grow together !
hehe.
People! don't hide ur sadness !
don't care of those who will gossip !
care of urself,
ur life,
u live ur life, not them.
so why care of their mouth & their gossips !

=) i love all my 1G02 peeps ...
okok, i love all HLM people!
WE SAVE THE WORLD OKKKK!
hahahahahha

LALALALA :)

WOOOHOOO. :)

ah ma's Birthday ! haha! and baby went too. =D
it's been so long since i visited my grandma.
i know it's bad! so, i will visit more often ! promise.

:3

and the 3 small kid is so cute!!! HAHA
spot them in the picture... xD
can't help it.
orh orh!
my cousin went Jap last week i guess.
and it looks GREAT!
feel like having my honey moon there.
hehehe.

*HintHint*

HAHAHA!

Where will u want ur Honeymoon to be??
=)

GOOD NIGHT !

conclusion of this week :
*control myself from drinking too much alcohol ! *
*i hate vomiting! *
*Gossip girls are all over the world *

* Thanks to have baby with me ,
to keep me save. *

2009-12-16T01:36:00.000-08:00

HEY YO! (:

I'm proud to say that .....
IT'S HOLIDAY!

Wooohooo! ^^

I seriously feel relax now. hahas.
and soil science was easy! =D ok, quite easy. hehe.
but like many people felt that it's easy too!
not fair. whenever i get good grades is when the paper is super easy
& everyone is going get good grades too!
hehe. don't know if u understand! NVM!

anyway, people who are feeling down now,
go listen 'Better today'
& life is too short to dwell on all that's wrong.
i know it's always easier to say than to do.
But aft all, everyone will be going through their ups and downs.
maybe ur point of life now is down.
when things cool down, it will get better.
I hope so too!

Anyway!!!!

There's reasons why i put my super big face at the top!
HEHE...

Beg me to tell u! 8)
hahahahhahas
okok!

CAUSE !

i want to show the diff between my old hair & my new hair!

my new hair will scare the shit out of u! HAHA!
they call it 'Toot Toot' face. -.-!

SADED !!!!!

hahaha!
awww. seriously i'm missing my old fringe.
damn saded!
Hais! people are like asking , what happen to u!
Worst thing, baby haven see my new look. =x
later chalet that day ,
he say ' where's my venessa ah? '
HAHA !

yeah, anyway, i'm going join something COOL.
hehe. but think don't say first. HAHA,
heart ichy right. want know? =D
don't tell u. ^^

okok. i think i'm abit crazy right now.
but i heard something bad just now.
and it really **** !
i'm not in the position to say anything.
but it's really wrong.
hope everything won't turn out that bad !

You can do it .
But no matter what choice u make,
i will be there to
give u my shoulders to rely on,
give u my hands to hold on,
give u my love to move on,
give u my face to dream of !

(:

ok? promise no reckless actions, yea.

Love, Ven (:

GOOD :) && BAD :( !

2009-12-13T02:07:00.000-08:00

" HELLO! :) "

For a moment,
i thought that u don't care...
and i was listening to 'You don't Care'

'i don't wanna lose you
i don't wanna lose you
but it's so hard when you don't care anymore
our love was amazing
now its not worth saving
something tells me you don't care
you don't care anymore'

hmm, glad that things are fine now. :)
hehe.

X'mas is coming !!! and i really can't wait for it to come.
HAHA... wander how i will celebrate this X'mas.
^^ maybe with friends? Family? Baby?
hehe

Everyone celebrate differently,
But Christmas to me is warm, love & Joy.
Really can feel the little bit of Joy inside some small corner of ur heart.
Though the year might be tough for some,
but whenever it comes to Christmas,
everyone smile, and forget abt the past.
I'm glad that there's X'mas.
People Smile and have lots of fun!

*What kind of X'mas do u wish for?

Fantasy? (winter)

Cartoons!!!! :)

Or just spending time with the one u love?

HAHA! it will be nice to me to spend it with all my love one. =)

i love the babyyyy! =x

couldn't resist to by both that day at flea market!

hahahas 2 for $5 , reasonable?

My new shoe! couldn't resist to buy them too!
HAHA shouldn't have! :x but i love it. hehe

Okokok !

Hope everyone will have a greatttttt Christmas ! :)
Count down : 13days

I love you Ah chye. HAHA! =P

this feeling

2009-12-11T00:31:00.000-08:00

guess i'm like blogging only when i want to say something,
but,.... I couldn't/shouldn't.

I hate this feeling.
not that i'm saying someone is at fault.
I want to help.
But i couldn't .
I want to talk more.
But i shouldn't ....

When someone is stressed up,
i know it's better to leave him/her alone.
let them think abt it themselves.
but i can't bare to see u suffer on ur own.
however, i couldn't do anything. :(

'Better today' also doesn't help now.
what else do?

i'm a petty little girl !

2009-12-05T20:36:00.000-08:00

-.-
can't stand myself being so petty all the times.
Some people may think that i'm so nice all those.
BUT i'm not !
just want to be frank here.
hahahahs.

petty little girl.
always getting sensitive easily.
usually only to my parents...
like cannot stand them keep nagging and all.
but now like even friends i also petty. -.-

sry friends. :x

hmm. hopefully won't be petty towards baby.
must go learn how to calm myself down
& not being so petty.
please help me. :)

' If you see a not so close friend in the bus, will you sit with him ? '

hmm. if u nv sit with him, will scare like he thought u 'dao' him...
if sit with him, scare nth to talk ... haha!
how ah? :x

when things take a slower step

2009-11-23T22:31:00.000-08:00

:)

feeling better today!
ytd wasn't a great day.
haha!
at leas i finished my homework.
& presentation.... yeahhh!

awesome.

hahahas.
some one send this to me just now

"the test of friendship doesn't comes when you are together.
It comes when you part ways & you realise that despite the distance,
the friendship is still there."

true right...
and i think it's the same way as love.

" the test of love doesn't comes when you are together.
It comes when youpart ways & you realise that despite the distance,
the love is still there."

Even better right !
hahaha!
that's why i felt better today.
maybe this will be a test,
and love will grow stronger. :)

...
...
...

I LOVE YOU baby !

:(

2009-11-22T02:26:00.001-08:00

Shouldn't be blogging now.
got alot homework haven finish ! :x
hardscape 8 more drawings...
one introduction...
one presentation...

many things happened ytd.
hopefully ... it will be fine.

if the world don't need money,
how great can it be.
everything is free
people don't have to work to earn money.
everyone won't fight over money.
see. money kills, slowly.

heart so sour ....
bye!

Braidings. :)

2009-10-27T00:01:00.000-07:00

Yeah! did braiding one week ago.

butttt!!!

i just took it out just now when i was bathing.

hehes. cannot stand le. hahas.

like very hard to wash hair.

waste of money i guess.

but drop alot hair.

hais. saded! young young must go bei jing 101 le!

HAHA

no la. nv go. but must takecare of it .

Anyway,

Did some ABC & 123 in class today.

hahas. one of the things we need to learn.

to be neat and everything to be niceeee

so,had to draw alot lines today,

and start writing ABC, 123...

hahas. but didn't finish. so had it as a homework.

Alright.

i'm tired.

no chatting tonight :(

so must slp early ~~
good night!

Am glad to have u :)

2009-10-20T00:40:00.000-07:00

We love this pic , don't we. :)

WHat u looking at har!!! =x

HAHA! stupid face. =P

COol right! damn nice la~

CHeyyyy nice shoe... =P

really, glad to have u by my side. :)

trust is an illusion, and yes . it just makes one feel better.

someone told me that. ^^

hehes...

First day of sch was fine. hope second day will be even better.

2009-10-17T00:08:00.000-07:00

:( :( :(

Please don't lie next time.

and i saw it on 16.10.09 ):

trust

2009-10-16T01:04:00.000-07:00

Now i kinda get trust.
Trusting is so important.
yet i can't have it sometimes.
trusting someone that u love.
trusting that it's true.

trusting, or hoping.

let it put to the back of my mind.
and go to sleep.

Sakae Sushi <3

2009-10-15T07:52:00.001-07:00

Yeah!!! went Sakae Sushi with girlfriends....!

Been so long since i met them.
and holiday is actually ending!
and all of us have to continue studying.
&& guess our next meeting will be like..
soooooooo long. =x
but next time guojiao will be with us!
hope she will do well for Os. :)
miss her alot too.

hahas! the hair make us look alike. hahas!

BEST PICTURES OF THE YEAR!

HAHA! nice right. =D

Our big head pics.. nice nice. hahas.

okok. yeah.

had good catch up with esther dap and eunice.

really great to see them doing well.

yeah! hope things will go smoothly for the next sem too.

Last thing!

It's 16th......

sooooo......

HAPPY 7 MTH babyyyyyy~~~~

woooohooooo.....

you know i love u right. hahaha.

*goodnight*

Cheryl's 17th Birthday !

2009-10-15T02:02:00.000-07:00

YEAH ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to CHERYL choy~

actually the correct place we went was The Cathay!

People Who went:

*CHERYL bday girl. *

*JANICE*

*JASMINE*

*EUNICE*

*JESSICA*

*ME *

This girl very funny!

When i taking picture of her,

She will ' Don't take la~'

in the end she will pose in front of the camera.

haha!

She's really hungry just now. =)

It's really awesome!

My favourite oreo cheese cake.

Jasmine & Eunice very funny.

They like the Oreo but not the cheese part.

They wait for us to eat away the cheese part,

So they can eat the bottom oreo part! xD

Grp photo~~~ :)

Super messy !! hahas. but we tried to help clear up.

Good girls ok~

Went here aft eating at Astons.

This tai tai helping us check the price! xP

YEahhh! I was excited. First time playing !

It was scary la. =x

Orh yea.

There was this uncle . very funny.

hahas. cause me and euncie went to pass them the cake so can hide, don't let cheryl see.

so aft meal, eunice went to told them can serve the cake le...

But it's a surprise for cheryl. =x

hahas. yeah. but our table messy ma.

then this uncle came to help us clear.

then clearing half way.

he said: ' i help u all clear up, so later i bring u all the cake..... '

haha! damn sian diao! xD

then cheryl also face red . =x

no surprise in the end... siannnnn~!

&&&

cause we wanted to sabo cheryl.

the day before, i told her,

'all of us wearing bright coloured clothes.

so u wear red la, me and euncie wear red . hahas!'

but actually all of us wearing black! yeah. end up she wear blue i guess. hahas.

Aft celebrating with cheryl.

went to makansutra.

Bad thing happened. ):

sian! suay! booo! ): ): ):

really hope nth happen to him...

if not i sure very guilty.

*pleaseeee*

A Post full of U loves

2009-10-14T23:46:00.000-07:00

NRA freshies camp 2009 !!

2009-10-14T01:35:00.000-07:00

IT WAS GREAT !!

can spot me? hehe

Justin is funny! hahas~

presenting dance grp 3 !!! woooooo~~

With Christine

See how much make up helps u to look better.

Nice ass ! hehes

What's lester doing?! =x

Our Very nice pose!

Our cheorographer Sin Yang !! (:

He used alot brain cells for this camp i guess.

Thanks alot to him !

Kenneth Doreen Me :)

Yeahhh ! i love my grp. though not those very noisy noisy type one.

but we like help each other during the whole process.

and trying to make it look right .

though for the show case we like forgot alot dance steps,

but it was fun. :) hehes.

Sad thing is , no one video!!! boooo. ):

We had alot of games and bonding games,

orh! and i forgot to take picture with my slping grp 6.

they were very nice too!

hehe. JJ , our gl was very funny.

Yansoon , gl, was very blur.

and there was one guy who always want to play the animal game!

and always failed! hahs!

yeah, had alot of fun and get to know more of the freshies batch.

*awesome! (: *

Dancing in the moon light~

2009-10-04T03:03:00.000-07:00

Dance to the music!

Yeah!

Happy happy. (: met baby today!

dance practise awhile,

tml going Jalan raya .

HAHA. i didn't know what it meant at first too..

until baby tell me,

it's like home visiting for hari raya.

and i'm going visit his crew mates house.

should be able to eat alot of things i guess...

and curry!

i love curry!

curry is nice~ hehes.

was chatting with baby just now,

cause nowadays i have been skipping meals..

like eat one meal a day?

and just eat alittle, maybe a bread or roti plata,

cause i want save money, and hehe slim down.

=x and he told me one of his dad's friend,

have no choice to skip meals cause he was always busy with work.

ad no time to eat. and maybe only eat at night .

in the end, he died. ):

cause his body (inside) like all damaged?

yea sort of. hmm. sooooo.....

he told me to eat proper meals.

but one meal a day really can save alot money.

and ur tummy will be smaller then next day. really! hahas

how? ):

Healthy body vs Slim body.

which one is better leh.... hmmmmm....

Anyway, today eating at the coffee shop,

this uncle really scare me la.

hahas.

i was eating my meal,

he had his radio on,

& he suddenly dance!

hahas. cool or what?

then he tap on the guy at the next table,

showing his body move with the music.

at first i shock la. why this uncle like that.

scare later he tap me etc..

hahas.

but baby told me like,

he mean no harm... yea.

which is true la. maybe he just get bored at home,

or maybe his children like didn't accompany him?

then he will find his own things to do... hmm.

kinda sad hor.

If next time i give birth to a child,

earn money just to let them get to good schools,

when they finally grew up,

they just left and leave u alone.

hmm. that's bad! very bad!

kk,going slp.

*Good night !*

tml church and jalan raya~~~ weeee

Sweet vs bitter.

2009-10-02T02:19:00.000-07:00

woohoo. (:

met Ernie that day...

it's great!

we went AMK hub , and i was late! hahaha~

Think she waiting 30 min at the cinema? =x

erm, yeah. we went to watch 'The ugly truth' .

it was really great! hahas.

okok, i shouldn't say the story here,

if not people who want to watch it,

will kill me. hahas. spoiling it. =x

okok. but rate it 08/10 (:

Truth is really ugly. but we have to accept the ugly truth right.

anyway, aft movie, we went to makansutra!

yeah! Mr Mervin was there,

actually purposely planned to go there eat,

cause can see him. muahahaha.

=x ernie didn't mind. so hahas. yeahhh

Mr Mervin act act. hahas. go buy food for us...

hahas. ok la. so thoughtful lo. (:

prawns some more. ^^

okok, chill awhile at there and home sweet home.

kk, went to work today.

it was alright..

and the girls i work with are like pretty girls lo.

then when another singtel girl came, also pretty.

hahas. =x i'm like les! but i'm not la. crazy.

Think singtel hire alot pretty girls..

hehe. Smart people. so the uncles will all fly to singtel shop.

(story time)

At first i didn't believe like really uncle will look for ladies instead of guys.

cause i thought customers think that guys will be much better in this stuff.

Until when my friend told me,

got one time, my guy friend was serving this uncle,

the uncle directly ignore him , and walk to the girl,

and asked afew questions....

-.-

ok! that's very bad. hahas.

showing u guys a ugly truth!

it's not much a secret also..

if u are my close friends, u will notice it.

some said it was ugly (bro said that ) ! ):

some said it was nice (maybe it's a lie) !

but... i don't really like it. hahas

quite disturbing. ....

so... see if it disturbs u . at this late hour...

Muahahahas.....

are u prepared?!

and.....

TADAH!

my ugly tooth! can u spot it?!

That's my ugly truth, what's ur's? =)

good night lovely people!

*slp tight*

Tuesday's joy.

2009-09-30T01:38:00.000-07:00

^^

It's always great when it comes to tuesday.
Causeeeeee.......
hehes.
i get to see my baby and have cca at night!
yup... but it's kinda sad when it ended.
when u wave good-bye,
and see his back view walking away...
):
and have to wait till sat to meet.

boo.

Will be working on this thursday and friday.
hope it will be ok.
Still Rmb first time working at tiong bahru,
Very scared!!! cause like u walk in, no one talk to u...
and there's no Big TV ...
and u don't know where to stand.
haha!
but until this girl came talking to me. ^^
The feeling is like, ' yeahhhh someone finally notice me! '
hahas. but sales wasn't that good there.
think i must approach more people. =)

KK. gotta plan for tml ! (:
Byeeee...

Baby, happy right! i posted something abt u on blog. haha! :P

* love *

Contented

2009-09-29T02:53:00.000-07:00

Many people had said that i'm tanned, very tanned.
and in fact it's true . (:
I was Born with tanned skin.
maybe not when i was a baby.
but i know since primary sch i had tanned skins...
names being called, like ,
'Charcoal', 'hei ren ya gao' , 'malay' etc...
people mistook me as other races, malay, & even Indian!?

HAH!

as time goes by, i didn't care so much,
u know, who cares abt looks in primary sch?
but when secondary sch comes, mm hmm. things change.
i care more abt looks,
how people feel abt me...
and their comments.
same thing happened.
names called , and.. maybe even worst.
cried in bed and really hating it.
i was born like this, what can i do?
it's not my fault right.

yeah.

as i grew older, i learn to understand
ofcos sometimes i still feel sad when people say that,
but i try to move my thinking to a postive side.
'tanned, so? ' ...
i'm with this skin,
i'm born with it,
and if i can't change or improve it,
i accept it...

yeah. (:

life have to go on, right?
just like having a bad memory,
even how bad u want to change/improve it,
it's a fact that u have lose out at that point of time
no matter how much u hate it, it still remains.
and if it can't be changed/improve,
u accept it....

accept and be contented,
that's what i have learnt.

good night!

Work for a change

2009-09-28T02:05:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

Nice to type something out in this blog.
changing blogskin and stuff. ^^
boy i wish to learn how to create my own blogskin.
dear daphanie and esther teach me k? *wink*

Busy working nowadays at a com call henca.
Really nice people there, and get to know 2 regent knights.
Cool or What?!
Weiting and Wendy.
usually saw them in bus 300. thought they are good friends,
instead, they are sisters! but they really don't look alike though.
hahas
alright, it was really great to finally got one sales ytd.
have been working at SER for like 2 weeks, with NO sales.
accept comex. hahas. until ytd .
the feeling, shiok ah!
hahas... but only one. =.=
there's more for me to improve,
people make 6-7 deals a day lo. $.$
.....
orh!
today is a sinful day!
ate one packet of milo chocolate , one kinda buano & one kitkat!
): hard to slim down like this!

): ): ):

2009-08-24T20:34:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of studying! ):

today had Chemistry paper, it was ok...

But the next two paper will be killing me!

there's like 10 chapters for tml's paper,

and i only manage to memorise 4 Chaps until now ...

how bad can it be. ):

booooooooo!

Big Booo!

hai...

please let Thursday to come quickly...

PLeassssseeeeee ~

2009-08-20T08:16:00.000-07:00

Wooo...
Thanks esther's link, to help me use blogger agn. hahahas. (:

exams are round the corner!
Hate this feeling, guess everyone hates it too.
hmm, i don't like it when i'm not prepared.
that shows i haven been revising. see, blogging! hahahas. =x

anyway, ytd went studying with the girls...
hahas. really studied abit, and it really help.
but i forgot to copy notes from ziana! wasted~
hahas, yeah, study awhile, then went to have lunch.
cheryl have serious gastric.... =x
aft that they went to fish spa!!!!
scary ! first to went in was eunice, and she keep dragging me in...
No waY i'm going to let my feet get feed.
hahahas. ichy la! =x
hahas. when eunice put in her feet, she started screaming madly!
follow by laughing.. and then shiok face! hahahas.
alright sounds wrong.
hahas. then jasmine and cheryl are freak out by her scream, and don't dare to go.
hence end up jessica and ziana!
jess was alright... ziana was like 'ahhhhh', another one~
hahahhas... that day was fun. (:

alright.. type alot le! hehes....

lastly, hope everyone is healthy!
and baby's daddy get well soon... realll soon!
i love you baby!

2009-08-07T23:52:00.000-07:00

orhhh. hehes!
i think aft the exams i will renovate my blog! hahas. it's so dead.
like rotting fish le.
had test today, and i'm like soo... shiok!
hahas.
though i think i'm gonna fail. but aiya~
wait for results then say,
this two days relax awhile first,
next 2 weeks must mug hard le.):

anyway, blogger is weird! i can't upload photos all those.
hmm. weird!
some movies i want watch!
but don't have time.
i want to get a yellow dress..
hahahhas. =P
saw a tan skin girl wore a yellow dress today, look so sweet!
hmmmm...... i want to be sweet too.
hahahas =D

alright, orh!
Happy birthday to calvin 21th birthday anyway... (:

yeah, will update agn when i'm able to upload photos!

2009-08-07T23:50:00.000-07:00

2009-08-07T02:24:00.000-07:00

WHY IS BLOGGER LIKE THIS?

2009-07-16T05:14:00.000-07:00

YEAHHHH

finally i blog.

and i'm still awake at this time 5:14am.

it's all thanks to DGA!

hate it, and i still haven finish it. ):

getting even busy next few weeks.

and another bad thing, i got two sat have to be at botanic garden from 8 - 5.30

and i'm having test on both days.

and the bad thing is that it's on my sat!

only day i can meet baby for the whole day.

and it just eat it up. boooooooo!

anyway,

learnt abiiiit of breaking today. hahahas.

from justis. -.- can't do it right. it's quite hard,

ur hands must have certain strength, able to carry ur body up.

which i have elephant tighs and mouse arms. can't do it! hahahas

=x maybe i will try another day. hehs.

BABY,

HAPPY 4th MTH! haahahahas.....

i love u !

2009-06-12T02:10:00.000-07:00

Some pictures ...

They are trying to be funny. hahahas!

look at the girl behind!

hahahas. she's jasmine.

it was shi yi's birthday that day.

yea, and they bought a present for her.

mm, so jasmine trying to hide the present, don't let her find it.

hahas. yea. aft that they got a cake for her.

mm, sang b'day song etc.

and ! orh class only guy started the cake smash!

hahas. he go dig some choco cream and smash on shi yi's face

yeah~

orh! this is during our S&W lesson,which is hip-hop.

hahas. the tall tall guy behind is Justis.

he's a really nice guy . taught us alot .

yea, like locking popping raggae etc.

hahas. but all are basics. and i can't lock! ):

Studying at mac with eunice and cheryl. hahas

we are very serious abt studying ok! just webcam awhile.

hehs. (:

this looks super tempting right!

hahas. erm, baby having this project which is on nice nice food.

yeah.and he went ard taking photos of nice food.

hahas. this is one of it. but i forgot to send him.

so didn't use this in project.

it taste really nice. but i think it can be for 4 serving. hahas.

the two of us ate the whole chicken!

very full. =x

random!

alright...

last but not least!

fatfat~ hehes

baby gave it to me that day.

hahas. he lied to me that it's for a friend..

and so.. i like.. ' wa so good to friend..me leh. ): '

hahas... =x end up he say for me.. hahaahas.

first big bear ! thankssssss baby!

muackmuackmuackmuackmuack,

hughughughughughughughughug!

holiday have finally come!

but, projects just continue to add on. =.=

does it make a different? hahas. okok

NIGHT people.

have fun on friday!

2009-06-09T20:18:00.000-07:00

really shouldn't be blogging now.

tml have chem test!

and i really think i'm going flunk my PAM.

saded ! really should have start revision earlier.

orh well.... =x

Dear..... erm ........ for U ! x)

hahahahas.

*hug*

2009-05-21T09:08:00.000-07:00

hais...
this is killling me, test tml! and i have forgot alot things, which the book doesn't really shows much. just done with my CAt's reflection part only. and i haven BATH. =.=
ARGH!
i hate this.

i miss u! ): ben dan!

2009-05-20T22:25:00.000-07:00

yeah, i'm bored!
every Wed we will have this lesson, CAT's class.
yea. more abt creativity etc. yea
and my grp is like a slacker grp,
and we always do this last min! hahahas.
and most importantly we definitely eat alot~~
hohooho. =x
every meeting we will grab a bite or have lunch before discussion.
hahahas. jia lat!
and we have this DA JIE. hahas.
always helping us do the work. =x
hehes. but cannot always like that . we must do also. mmm.
(: yeahhhh!

today done presentation on thinking tool.
orh and I'm super nervous~ =(
kept on looking on the paper and read. -.-
hands shake like crazy...
finally that is over.
but we have another report to do!
reflection part. BORING?!
orh well. have to, right.

mm. had hip hop lesson today.
orh, it's POPPING.
it's so hard to catch it.
some one is class got it at once lo.
god's gift... think i must practise like 123456789 days to get it...
hahahas...
=x

"waiting for call I'm sick, call I'm angry, call I'm desperate for Ur voice. "
- your call.

ROARRRRRR~~

2009-05-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAS!
totally not motivated to blog.
=x have been busy . doing lots of stuff.
projects, meet up with friends,
homework...
until no time for dear. sry~

kk, met up with my girlf that day

for sakae sushi~~ woohoo.

it was great at first,

we ordered damn lot at one shot,

the waiter even look at us with that look,

cause all of us are girls, so don't look like those will eat so much.

hahas. maybe too scary?

=x kept on chatting and eating...

until when i found a maggot in my pea.

-.- ofcos we will talk to the manager la.

hahahas. mm, but she like very heck care abt it.

so... no chioce...

aftmath, we recored a video abt

us being freak out when we saw the pea.

and i can say, DAPAHNIE is super drama~~

hahahas...can go mediacorp act le... xD

kk,aft awhile, we went home. (:

it's always nice catching up with them.

but it's always very short. ):

MISS ESTHER DAPHANIE GUOJIAO!!

kk~ next day, went to eat pizza hut with my classmates.

and there's 17 of us! hahas.

and i rmbed, jasmine was like very auto lo.

everything get her ownself..

hahas...very funny .the way she act etc.

orh orh!and that'sthe only guy in my class!!

sad right.. hahas... he always complain abt it. xD

In lab lesson~

i always feel very tired in marlic's class.

very tiring lo.the way he speak all those,

make people fall aslp.

i should have take photo of my friends.

all the face going sleep mode le.

beeyee, eunice, me !

haahas. our eyes like -.- le...

xD yup.

and "i miss mervin!" the idea was given by cheryl.

hahas. she wrote "eunice" at first... hehs.

Going to have more test soon

and i gotta study 20 plants in 0ne week!

HELP~ ):

ok, currently, waiting....... ........ .........

BYE people. (:

update soon. hahahas :D

I MISS dear.

2009-05-03T14:39:00.000-07:00

HELLO people~
yup! sch was great.
just that for some days in the week need bring ALOT stuff.
lappy, notes, lap coat, my own specs.
hahas. see~ alot! some times we een need to go botanic garden.
imagine in such a hot weather,
carrying so many heavy stuff.
=x hahahas.

ok! enough of complaining.
hehes... went to one cca's interview that day with eunice and ziana.
it's call baracuda ****
i forgot the name .. it's really fun !
everyone using different instruments playing beats.
very cool~ not sure if i will get in anot. hmm.
but it looks really fun. ^^
orh get to know some friends too! hehs.

my throats hurts now. x(
anyway,
thanks dear! for ytd night.
get to know ur friends better. hahahas!
super cute~
hmm, and giving u all the troubles. =x
soooooooo.......
i'm going to put this up!

hehs! see, i'm always so kind to u! hahahahas

*hug*

(like small boy right!) haha!

takecare slp well!

2009-04-25T01:36:00.000-07:00

What a beautiful day~

and it was......

Jiao Jiao's B'Day!
itwas on the 19th though. =x
ok,it's alittle too late.
hahas.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUO JIAO! <: iloveu!

we went met at chua chu kang interchange.

our usual meet up point. =x

chit chat alittle, cause it's been really long since we met.

cause used to see their faces everyday.

but now.... hmmm. yup. not really every week also. =(

orh well. we headed to plaza sing.

Slack ard . eat some junks. yea.

hahas. ate fried mars bars~~ it's really nice. u all should try. xD

while sitting outside 7-11 to finish up our food,

dap suggested to go over the road show to check it out.

see if there's any things we can disturb Gj.

and ... plan A failed. :(

so... there's Plan B.

and it was not bad...

right Guo Jiao.

will never forget this 19th B'day. hahahas

she kept saying " dao ni men shen ri , ni men jiu shi ding le!! @!#$#$?& " Haha!

woohoo.

hahas.yup. took alot of pictures.

and did tattoo. ^^

cool right~ black rose. (:

dap choose that design de. it's the only nice one i guess.

hahahas. =X

ok, and there's this man drawing portraits .

and i Don't Like Him!

now u guys understand?

really so 'bao ya' ma? hahahas.

but dap one's nice. eunice one also look very alike right.

hahas.

went to aston for dinner. (:

it was really nice... 2nd time there, and i'm still loving it. hehs.

yup! aft dinner headed back to Plaza sing for a movie.

'17 again' it was really really great!!

hahas. but think only girls will like watching...

=x hehs.

aft that went home.

and was shock that dear came over to send me back.

Thanks dear! *hug*

and ofcos....i didn't forget onn the 16th........

hehs!

yup. first mth . (: and it was great!

though it's just the first one mth.

but i hope there's many more to come. ^^

ate dinner at he's work place. it's really good !

but i still love astons. hehs.

and ofcos love mervin. =P

yup. sch started with more lessons.

more things to learn,

more boring lectures,

more nice friends,

more new new things. (:

In DGA class today!

cheryl diana eunice me!

sch's making both of us busy.

and my parents...... ......

yea.so meeting u less is really making me feel bad.

so i'm going to say...

i miss you~

bear is doing fine. not dead yet! x)

byebye for now.

2009-04-15T03:37:00.000-07:00

I KNOW i Know...

it's been so long.

FOC camp!
my camp mates.
orh and the one talking on the phone is my dance partner~
hahahas. my friend find him cute. hor... adeline... hahaha.
yup, and i agree too. ;P
hehes. don't jealous dear~ u are cuter k... =D
really had alot of fun, and met alot cool people in camp.
nv regret it.

*
*
*

sheena~~
Hakim~~

Amunator 1st gathering!
yup... hmmm. still rmb , on that day...
me and dap went to gym first.
hahas. yeah~ we want to slim down. (:
but don't think it's working...
cause it's been quite sometime since we go exercise le. =x
busy busy ~~ hahas
anyway,we went to eat sakae buffet .
super full...
aft eating alot,
we started to play games.
hehs. i suggested to play zhong ji me ma.
and order a wasabi sushi for the loser.
hahahas. poor sheena got to eat that. =s
yup.. aft some rounds, i got to eat some disgusting sushi...
saw a friend from church too. his name rey. hahas. cute name har.
erm, aft eating, we went to the catay for movie.
'12 rounds' if i'm not wrong.
aft movie, some went back some went to play pool. (:
i went home ofcos. =D
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out with dap!

yup, i rmb that day i spent alot~

bought two dresses.

but i really like it. mm. so not waste of money k.

went to tcc at the night.

the food are awesome. the drinks too.

hahas. nice place. but dap said that there's another tcc which is more comfy.

should go next time. ^^ when i have the money. hehs.

speaking of money...

i thought of working aft sch starts.

part time job.

so can earn extra cash. =x

but mum sort of like disallow?

-.- they don't understand us, we also don't understand them.

yup. dap's saying. (:

orh well...

went back quite late that day. =P

(stupid! hide away when i take the photo~ ><)

dear!

yup. met dear at yio chu kang.

was suppose to go out have dinner.

end up he have last min dance practise.

and i'm in train already.

so he asked me to acc him there.

didn't want me to just go back like that.

yup.ofcos i boost up my courage and went .

cause was scare to meet his crew mates.

=x yup. ended up everything was fine.

just that i kept quiet most of the time. hehs.

not act shy k. hahas.

Sentosa with dear!

mm hmm.

failed to go on sunday,

because of heavy rain.

so we went on monday...

happy happy take train there.

then when we just tap out of the station, it started raining. ):

thought it would stop in awhile,

we walk to siloso beach. but it continue to rain HEAVILY.

so we ran back to get some hot food...

hahas. luckily it stop aft awhile.

rent bike and cycle ard.

relax at the beach,

and off we go . (:

(failed at first! my stupid face. =x )

(bet my eyes are bigger ~ )

(eunice eunice always there. )

(my face is too round !)

out with girls !

yup. finally get to meet up with them agn.

yeah~~~~

and both me and eunice cuts bangs. -.-

hahahaas.

orh lot 1 kobayashi ( this spelling?) yea, not nice!

don't know why.

it wasn't taste like this in cine.

cine one is so much nicer. really.

est dap and i thought that way,

eunice was too hungry. so all food taste nice. ahahahas.

went to far east.

shop ard looking for pencil box.

eunice left at ard 6 . ):

yups.need do her hair thing.

hmmm...

the 3 of us went to bugis...

there's a new mall!

kinda big. i like a shop call ' backstage'

look very cool. hahas.

mm.. but the stuff there alright only~

haha. =x

mm. walk ard and there's choc fondue!

we were shy to take some...

so end up didn't eat. =(

look very tempting lo.

yeah, aft buying pencil box from wallet shop,

we went off. (:

tiring day.

is this fringe better? or the bangs one? hmmm...

kk.good night!

2009-04-03T18:12:00.000-07:00

all i want to say,

TAKECARE DEAR!

GOOD LUCK FOR THE

COMPETITION TML.

^^
hope u read this.... (:

update alot alot more next time...
abt FOC camp,
gym with daphanie,
meet up with dear,
amunators gathering,
hahahas. alot !

*muacks*

2009-03-24T08:53:00.000-07:00

i'm going to the camp today.

it's going to be fun , i think..

but it's like......

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

long.

and it's.....

bad...

takecare friends... (:

takecare dear. =)

hope i can charge the phone...

2009-03-23T01:39:00.000-07:00

hahas

that's for u. (:

who call u go put in ur laptop. =P

hahas. this my blog, u can't say anything abt it. hehes.

i can't totally say it doesn't matter at all,

i can't really say i'm not disappointed,

but i know u mean those last few words.....

u might not have notice,

i kept looking at my nail.

the " (: "

yup... so... don't worry abt what i think k.

smile.

good night~

orh! sry dap and est...

hope u see this... =x

abt tml. yea.

make up next time aft my camp k.

loves....

2009-03-21T10:46:00.000-07:00

20th mar.

First of all,

get well soon eunice!

went over her house in the afternoon.

but she seems better le .

still can use com and watch tv.

hahas...
nowadays i keep watching half of a show,

watch money not enough 2 half way and i need to leave. ):

kk,must watch finish next time,

haven watch untill the part
where the grandma say

" ah huey li deng lai liao ah, jia ba bui...."
and she ask agn and agn and agn...

yea i know, i'm kinda slow...

hahas...but i want to watch~

after leaving went to .....

yup clarke quay...

we went to drink, then until 3 am .. wa had a lot of fun... etcetc.

-.- ofcos not!

hahas~ went to eat dinner,

and chill at the riverside.

yea, took some pictures too.

this our favourite, without flash. (:

funny pose~

ok,ur eyes bigger than mine. =x

little something for me,

little something for u.

hehs. x)

lightings are so important,

u can see my face, and u don't .

okok. actually still got some more,

but thin don't put better.

hahahas. =x

kk, takecare people...

U , have fun k.. ^^

2009-03-19T23:15:00.000-07:00

weee...
had a pretty... nice ..... day.
hahahas. =x
i know u know. hehs.

hmmm,
one to trust,
must it be known long?
or just a heart felt trust.
yes, for now i know it's a heart felt trust.
and let's see if it's a known long trust too...
haha.

have to go ngee ann on sat too.
and the next week 4 days 3 night camp.
super long~~
it should be 3days 2 night camp.
that will be better, isn't it...
act sick on the 3rd day,
then can go home early,
that's nice right.
hahas..

kk. good night people.
(:

i miss mervin...

2009-03-18T00:11:00.000-07:00

what u wanted so much in the past aren't what u want now.
what that hurts u so much in past, felt much smoother now.
what u heard which u will make cry like a baby in the past,
ended up didn't now.
what u believe now is that u can move on.
what u have now,
what u love now,
what u cares now,
what u Cherish
will be the one ...

all girls just want to find the right one.
and have a long relationship. (:
that's all... that might sounds simple, but it's hard.

at that moment, i felt sad.
really bad ... cause i'm afraid i will be the cause of it...
or worsen it...
but i have to say , sry...

2009-03-17T09:59:00.000-07:00

woohoooo`

what a day i had ytd.
hahahahas.
erm, went to sch early for some upload of software .
for eunice it tok quite long.
think they forgot to do something.. so got probs.
mm.aftthat headed home.
just to put laptop.
and saw someone at home.*ahem*
haha... pretty girl (:

yup, then went bishan .
wait for Mr Ng for awhile.
bought the things i need,
and went to eat.
his pants super cute la..
the pockets. hahas!
k la k la.
anyway,had a great day with *ahem*
(:
and since i made the decision.
and i will not regret it.
that's what life is abt.
not regreting any decisions u made,
right?
mm... but i'm sure abt my feelings.
so friends don't worry yea~
hahas...

kk...
have to do something now.
have a good day!
bye.

MUACKS. little something for u. (:

2009-03-15T01:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest dearest dearest ESTHER FAN LILI !

hope u had an enjoyable night
and love the presents we gave u too.
hope the stupid security guard didn't affect ur mood ...
hahas! and all the craps we have played. =x
hehes. i don't have those photos,
all with esther..
so ,next time get from her ba.

anyway,
went to ngee ann poly this morning for laptop.
got a fujitsu one. yea,hope it's alright to acc me for 3 years at least!
^^

kk, lastly
I LOVE U ESTHER! =P
good night!

2009-03-10T20:37:00.000-07:00

'....Life is too short to dwell on all that's wrong....'
- better today (NeYo).

there's so much that we have done wrong in life.
but we won't have alot of time,
to dwell on everything that's wrong.
just go on with life.
as life is shorter than u thought.
u know, i could just die tml, or tml tml, or tml tml tml....

one way,
look up the sky,
take a deep breathe.
when the air goes in ur lungs,
feel the joy and happiness u once had...
the memories just feel so.... sweet.
so, why dwell on the sad moments.
u already have gone through the happy moments.
just that it's a period of time.
but isn't it enough.
than those who have none?
yup! so smile people!!!! (:

should i call ?

2009-03-09T23:57:00.000-07:00

MACAROONS

they just looks so yummy right?
and i really hope to eat one now.. arggg.

still rmb, the first time i ate one was at work..
the manager gave one box to us....
so each one got one...
really nice, and i got the caramel one... wooo~
mm. but sad thing, i don't know where's the shop.
and the price. but i know it's pretty exp... for one cookie la.
hahas... mm.
but bakezin does sell macaroon ,
during feb, there's this offer, one fore $1.
and usual price was $1.60 mm.
so now promo's over le.. ):
bakezin de is still nice.
but the one i ate the first time is nicer... hehs.

okok. find one day i will go look for it.
heaven~~~
^^ good night .

2009-03-06T00:15:00.000-08:00

orh man!

i hate it when outing clash. ):
but have to blame myself.
for being forgetful... real forgetful.
now don't know how to solve le.
hais~

listening to this song,
lady gaga - poker face.
it's funny to read it together...
hahas! and u go,
popopoker face popopoker face.
=x

mamamama....
good night.

blogger really have problem!

2009-03-04T00:22:00.000-08:00

=(
I'm pretty bored. very!
help~~
hope sch starts sooner.

orh yea, and if dap gets to read this,
hope u get well soon! ur eyes~~~~ must protect it le hor.
hmmm.

still rmb,
when i was young, i always rub my eyes before slping.
rubbing eyes make u feel tired lo.
that's why my eyes are small! hahas.
mm... aft awhile i got used to not rubbing to make me fall aslp.
but now the bad habit come back le.
feels like rubbing everynight . =x

orh before i forgot,
if u people like to get something from Sasa,
go down Jurong point.
there's this sales going on. haha!
bought some things from there today.

alright.
byebye~~

2009-03-03T01:41:00.000-08:00

many times i told myself , i can be better.
i can just change to be better.
but actually it's not like it.
don't always have to change here and there,
just to make someone happy.
or change to someone who he/she likes.
maybe not to everyone.
cause really there's people who just look at what the *kind* they like.
not because of this thing call *feeling* or *love*. =x
sooo...
i'm being myself. for once.
hahs! not changing, not following.
just me. venessa goh qiu yan! (:

p.s : nth happen. just thought of this suddenly. hahas. :D

and
i had a great day. yup. today. =D
night'night.

2009-02-26T21:11:00.000-08:00

rainbow, clearly in the blue sky.
shown me colours can be so beautiful.
instead of black and white.
so peaceful har. ^^

got many nice songs from a friend.
really nice english songs.
hahas.the lyrics all so .... awww...
=x thanks! for the songs.

tsk. can't upload a picture.
it's a grp photo. of the 5 of us.
our little meet up that day.
pfft... blogger!
always got such problems.
and the worst things is when u have type a whole lot of words.
and happily want to publish post,
something goes wrong.
and u have to retype everything agn.
hahas! that's really angry.
hmm. if it's eunice, she will.....
' wa lau. don't want post liao'
if it's dap, she will.....
'pfft. wa piang. ' but still post.
if it's esther, she will.....
' tsk! angry~' but still post.
guojiao, don't know! cause she don't blog much.
hahas...

it's funny to see them pissed off. =x
hahahas.

one wish one wish one wish....

2009-02-25T00:41:00.000-08:00

life is getting even weirder each day.
you get to hear things , and see things differently.
people are getting weirder and complicated.
like they can say this , and that...
and you just can't figue out who's right or wrong.

BUT
it doesn't matter.
Belief...
i believe. (:

things will be normal for me.
but different for her...

2009-02-22T02:15:00.000-08:00

-.-
wanted to upload photos de.
but got errors. @#%#^@
=x hehs. anyway,
met up with dap esther guojiao and eunice that day.
had a short meet up.
went to orchard in the aftnoon, for some stuff.
and then shopping.
shop for shorts... and there's discount lo. ^^
woohoo. so bought two... hehs.

had sakura buffet.
didn't get to eat much. cause of half full stomach. =x
can't blame, we were really hungry in the aftnoon.
so at night not that hungry. =P

if only i got this power.
to see through man's heart.
not only man's, but everyone.
who can be trusted.
or who i can rely on.
i know they care. alot.
but sometimes....
just makes me feel bad.
real bad .
but i still love them...
i'm sure of that. (:

got the letters from ngee ann poly le
WooHoo. still thought they don't want me lo.
everytime i'm the last to get anything. -.-
hahs! but orh well... got get better then none. right?

tml have to go back work . and monday and tuesday.
hmmm. lazy. but $$ ... u know.... hahaahas...
and also can help them. so help lo. hehs....
hope eunice's interview will be fine on monday. ^^
jiayou! and sry can't go interview with u... (:
but i'm sure you will do even better without me? hahahas. =x

have a great week ahead!
takecare .

2009-02-11T21:54:00.000-08:00

Pictures~

* BIKE BIKE !!

see how cool it is.
always wanted to give it a try...
hahas! was with another person.
don't tell u who~~ hehs.

* SHANDY SHANDY!!

shandy came that day for eunice's grandfather's birthday.

hahas. it's been sometime since i met her.

miss her sooooo much. aww. u can tell right. hehs.

mm. went to bugis , shopping ofcos... and really spent alot...

i've tried to control nowadays. hahas...

* DAP DAP !!

aww, she's funny. (:

mm... and we always like to do this ^

hahs. can tell right...

we had a great talk. and we just can't sort this out...

and there was one time we just sms sms sms for 3 days 3 night.

so cool right. so much to talk abt.

and i can tell u just using one word we are talking abt. ' boys. '

hahas! 'boys' which makes our heart beat fast and slow.

'boys' which makes us joy and tear.

boy or boy... see how u can turn us into. haha.

alright. we wanted to go hard rock cafe. but it was quite ex.

and the drinks, mainly alcohol.

if not will be ice lemon tea etc...

so neh, we went other place.

Mac Cafe! hahas. not that ex and nice as well.

exp the double choc if i'm not wrong.

so chocolate chocolate. hahas....

* Ma MA~~~

out with mama that day...

shopping. was shock that she asked me to go shopping with her.

we went fareast agn.

and tell u what. she bought *** for me.

hahahas! we kept laughing at the shop ...

alright.thinking what did she bought right.

hint: something to wear at home.

* EUNCIE EUNICE !!

" MY DADDY IS A SUPER HERO! "

she kept posing to me hahas!

we went to get her contact lens,

and it's already broken today.

2 days ago.

sure damn sian de lo... hor.

hmmm...

we went woodlands aftmath.

hahas.. just walk ard ard...

went to look at furniture.. -.^

groom my room! i want to . but mei you neng liang. ):

orhh well.

* TODAY!

hahas! such a long post.

and i'm tired.

haven bath yet!

wanted to do blogging...

and mama just cook for me soup.

so must faster faster le.

shall update abt today another time.

but i had a great day with esther and eunice.

hehs. alright.

byebye. (:

2009-02-09T14:40:00.000-08:00

today is the results of appealing of courses.
and i got to.....
....
horticulture landscape management!
muahahahas~
it's the same course as eunice...
so qiao la...
wanted chemical process tech too.
but it's ok. this course is interesting too. (:

study with her for 4 years le.
now another 3 more year.. this is hilarious ...
hahas! alright. study hard in this course ba.
^^

mm. took alot photos, but not at home now,
so maybe next time update photos ba.
yup...
valentine is coming.... ...
still rmb last year de valentine... ...
hmm... DAP, no worries.. i buy flower for u. hahaha!
-.^ muacks!

alright. going out le.
takecare people.
have a great week ahead.

2009-01-22T11:56:00.000-08:00

'能给一点点笑就算是笑中带泪,

我也无所谓...'

woo.. have been buying clothes..
spent alot. =X
and mum is like nagging nagging. -.-
but i'm quite happy i bought those clothes.
if not i will be always said to wear the same clothes agn and agn.
hahas! =D

met up with eunice and amos that day.
went shopping. at first want to shop alone de.
but she keep insist of me joining them..
k la, i know light bulb agn right.
hai. gu dan yi ge ren, jiu shi bei ren ke lian.
but it's not ke lian to shop alone lo.
i'm fine with it. and i'm not emo ok.
since i want to look for something (shoe/ dress/top etc.)
i can just walk alone myself.(:
but just that don't have friends' opinion.
yea..
aftmath, we train home, and amos went his own way.

orh, i dye my hair ' honey orange'
although it's not quite that colour.
but i'm fine with it.
eunice dye her hair too.
wanted 'cool rose' but also end up brown.
hahs! daphanie, can't wait to see my hair ba.
hahas~
anyway, the top part is so much lighter than the bottom part.
-.- hmm. so the one who help me, not very skillful wor. =X
no la. i also. her hair also not very even. hehs.

好想跳出想念你,期待你的日子.
i miss u. very much.

2009-01-11T18:03:00.000-08:00

new year fireworks...

we are getting o'level results TML !
T.T it's like so fast... then we will know what our future will be like...
if nv score well.... DIE le~
hai... no having confidence. cause i guess i didn't study well enough.
hmmm. pray hard that it would turn out well..

saw binghan that day,
and took the same bus with him to work. 300 , 190.
hahs!the first time i saw him , didn't dare to talk to him, or sit next to him,
cause scare later he don't want to talk to me.
then that day he talk to me, so i just sit down.
hahas! catch with him alittle.. (:

today is the 11th le.
weitan jie's birthday coming lo~~ hehehes.

kk anyway, i cute my fringe...it was like this at first,

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some says it looks weird.
):
but hope u all will get use to it.
cause my hair don't grow fast.
it's super slow can~

kk. takecares people. have a good week ahead.

2009-01-07T14:48:00.000-08:00

hai. i miss u.

2009-01-01T11:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR , 2009!

hello people.
it's a new year and there's so mush things going to happen.

1. WORK! ):
2.O'level results.
3.Meet up with Gf-s. (:
4.Find my happiness.
5.Get pay. hahas! &
6.Chinese Newyear. (ang bao ang bao ) ^^

Mmm....
i have been MIA for awhile.
BUT i'm back. (:
so i shall wish everyone.
MERRY X'MAS. (belated)
hahas... and congrads to dap's *** . =D
i haven see GuoJiao for damn long. T.T
Jiao Jiao~~ Miss u la.
now got puppy nv contact us la..
lets meet up kk Gf-s?

and and .
Congrads to my friends:
yiqian, jiahui, cherlyn.
(: there passed their n' level...
haven see them too. ):

alrights.
i'm going work le.
if not will be late.
ytd had fun with eunice and amos aft work.
thanks for inviting me.
not on purpose to go be light bulb ok.
cause if not i will be at home slping .
so they are so nice to (sou lu wo) chinese*
(: and there's really lots and lots of people~~~
-.- and u know la.. at marina square, at that time.. damn lots of ** people.
orh well. we trained home and had a good rest.

kk... nice long post.
i miss daphanie esther guojiao!
i miss yiqian cherlyn jiahui.
i miss 2008 and 2007 december.

2008-12-30T09:59:00.000-08:00

每次我總一個人走交叉路口
自己生活這次你卻說帶我走某個角落就你和我
像土壤抓緊花的迷惑像天空纏綿雨的洶湧在你的身後
謹慎的步伐每個背影每個場景
都有發過的夢

帶我走到遙遠的以後
帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞帶我走
就算我的愛你的自由
都將成為泡沫
我不怕帶我走

每次我總獨自遠走
保持沉默不皺眉頭
這次你卻說一起走
彼此溫柔從此以後
像土壤抓緊花的迷惑
像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後謹慎的步伐每個背影
每個場景都有發過的夢

帶我走到遙遠的以後
帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫
我不怕帶我走

白忙流過漆黑盡頭潮汐襲來浪花轉動
雲在海岸結成了膜
成為草香草原其中又在傳來一滴彩虹
可在心中還帶著脈搏

帶我走到遙遠的以後
帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫
我不怕帶我走
帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫帶我走

2008-11-15T00:05:00.000-08:00

I know I know....

for all the beautiful things in life.

the smiles once shared.

have always imprinted in me.

Bought a nice flowery dress. finally?! got a flowery dress. hahs!

i kinda like it. hahas... but wear on me... not so nice.. =x

orh well. (:

i'm leaving tml le. soon and very soon, i'm going overseas.

and and, i'm happy and sad abt it.

(: Happy is that i'm finally able to go overseas.

go on air agn. journey to some place i've nv been.

some people whom i don't know.

and be with my family...

): Sad is that i'm leaving for 2 long weeks! hai

many things going happen.

actually i don't wish to go.

i can't bare to go.

i know things will change.

maybe u think i'm a little crazy to be so drama abt it. hahs! i'm not ok~

heart felt words...

leaving friends.

leaving home.

leaving my smelly pillow.

leaving my handphone.

leaving my dear for 2 weeks.

hai.

HELP me!

things are going crazy...

dear, i can't bare.

but i know what u meant.

i didn't want to face it.

cause i'm afraid to.

i'm sry. i haven been good girl.

but just want to let u rmb.

i have always love u.

really i do.

takecares baby...

2008-11-12T10:04:00.000-08:00

wee. I want them all~~

X'mas is coming!

hope this year i can get my freedom.

and hang out late at night with my love one.

every year with my parents, though it's fun, but..... can have a change?

hahas! =x

went out with dap guojiao and est.

yeah~~~ O' levels is finally OVER!

^^ see the smile on my face. (:

hahas. guess to many people to.

and everyone is having fun right now.

so shiok ok~ but actually.

before the last paper, we are already playing.

hahs! crazy people.

anyway, i really like the pooh one. so nice to hug and it's pooh la.

we went to ask for many job vacancy..

and send in some application forms.

walk and walk, write and write.

woo. damn tired k.

mm... slack awhile at cine..

and trained home.

slept all the way.

guess my sleeping position abit unglam. oopps.

really tired. but i got sleep properly ok.

just that the head keep falling., hehs =X

alright...

today shall be another happy day.

life is too short to be sad

but how i wish to be happy everyday.

but it seems hard to be.

cause many in my head.

kept spinning ard and ard...

orh well. BYE!

dear, please sleep well. please eat well.

please take care of urself.

please enjoy urself.

just smile everyday.

and be happy . alright...

i love u...

2008-11-07T11:25:00.000-08:00

Pushing it all to the back of my head...

HAPPY 11th anniversary baby~

wee. before chinese paper, we girls went out SHOPPINg.
but eunice couldn't make it due to her FnN...
went to shopping at bugis & Facial~

it's been quite sometimes since i went out with them.

hahas! finally la~ ^^

anyway,went to find eunice first. to give her a little support for FnN.

tested her , and thank god i'm not in FnN. hahas~

not my cup of tea... many weird weird names to rmb and i can't even rmb one.

mm.. went to meet others and head to bugis.

shop and ate alot. hehs. =x

at first don't want eat that much. but they saico me... ><

can't resist...

eh, head to xiao yue's place and do facial.

hehs. first time do facial. very relaxing la.

feels like tai tai. =D

mm. hope my face will be much better. aft sometimes. :)

NExt Next.

went to sing karaoke...

the place abit scary. but it's still nice...

just that some latest song not available.

this time everyone's present. ^^

okok. had a great time there.

and girl, don't know what happen.

but i felt u're alittle down.

so cheer up alright!

hmm.. anything can msg me. :)

alright.

will be out agn later.

bake cookies. =x

feeling empty ,

is it that i didn't put in enough?

perhaps so... ><

two weeks of MIA. guess things will change even more.

i miss u. but afraid...

2008-10-14T20:31:00.000-07:00

Last day in sch.... ....

the five of us...

the class next-next door...

my fellow classmates...

belle~

my class boys.

beauUutiful stunts we did..

and ofcos our lovely teachers...

many memories i had in Regent ..
be it happy or sad...
i thank god for sending me there.
to meet good friends.
to meet good teachers.
to spent 4 years in it.
and i think it's fated...
no matter how good or bad things turn out to be.
i know this is still a part in my life.

thank you friends. (:
study hard!
hope o level ends real soon !
i want freedom. ^^
hope mummy will give me that aft o levels.
hehs...
o level will only end 1 mth later.
jiayou ba !
hope to see dear... ><
good-bye~

2008-09-29T22:38:00.000-07:00

opps ! =x

hahas. didn't post for quite sometimes har.
hmm. got back our prelim marks.
some are good, some are very bad... but i'm glad i passed my English with 0.7
hopefully i can get a little higher next time.
aft all those practice in English tuition,
hope it helps ba .

orh. my dad bought me a new phone .
Nokia 6500. ^^ in black
didn't know it's the same as Eunice until she told me.
hahas . i really didn't expect my dad to buy me a phone.
maybe it's a surprise? =D
but thanks Dad !

yonglong book out from camp le ~
hahas. man already ah.
u know, eunice like abit bored without someone to quarrel with.
so, she still need him. hahas. to quarrel with. =x

hmm,
' loves starts with a smile,
grows with a kiss,
and ends with a tear drop.'
must all relationship end ,
if both are able to love in the beginning,
why can't it last and stay strong ...
is it so easy to end, and start with a new one?
i don't believe...
growing and learning together is what i think.

''devoting was said to be , loving was once within...
but it ended up like this, how sadenning , how sorrowing. ''
hees. i can join literature class. hahas!
it's random poem . :)
NIGht !

i miss biie. ):

2008-09-18T20:12:00.000-07:00

Never ever Never ever ever Never ever Never.... .....

32 days ...

orh orh. 32 more days to o levels...
O.O
fast right.. anyway. i guess my prelim is not that fantastic..
hai. have to buck up le. left so little time..
no more playing lo..
so friends, lets study hard together alright?!
haha.. anyway, finally i handed up my o level art.
painting and prac work. yeahs~
=D it's like finally one load down...
hopefully can give me a better marks
mm...

next few days should be studying..
and i'm going work harder for my science and english from now..
this two are the subjects i'm very lack in... ):
hmm... can't wait for o level to end.
and then it's holiday~
weeEEeee....

kk. short post..
update more next time...
bye~~~
dear , i miss u . ><

2008-09-12T21:06:00.000-07:00

1 gain, 1 lose . There's nv 3 perfectness.

i'm thinking to close this rotting blog.
as i just left 30 + more days to 'o' levels.
and i'm rather lazy to blog... =x
hahas ...
i want to study, but i just can't study like before.
i enjoy studying in the past.
seems to be very motivated by everyone ard me.
now, things changed... and i guess i still have to move on ba.

actually, i'm a little afraid of my future.
hahas. though it's a little too young to think abt it.
but what should i do in life ?
really puzzles me .
my life now, is like falling down into a big well.
with many tree branches surrounding me...
the way down is only to climb using the branches.
but somehow, the branches just soften,
making it very hard to hold and climb.
and i just have to try grabbing on to the branches..

hahas! dramatic hor. -.-'
aiya, I'm bored ma. have to entertain myself abit , right.
^^ mm. guess i shall go do my homework .
so people out there.
if u feel the same way...
like what i mention above,
maybe we can help each other..
hahas. just tag me. (:
in the mean while, i shall help myself first... (:

2008-09-05T23:28:00.000-07:00

Give me a Smile & i give U this.

hihi !
have been lazy since ytd night till now.
orh. i slept 2 hr that day to stay up for art.
and i thought i can finally stop art...
but i can't.. ):
what I've done, is not good enough. and i must change abit here and there.
but finally can stop the big painting. (:
orh well. have to do art tml... hope i'm not that lazy .

finally, i can put the pictures from cam to com.^^
thanks to brother. helping me to install the disc. hahs !
many pictures. from teacher's day till now.
looking at the pictures, reminds me of the concert with had in sch.
BANDbandBAND... but it's quite cool to see teachers performing ...
and during the concert, the four of us keep on walking in and out.
hahas. because of stupid things... =x

prelim is two days away. I'm going study SS tml morning.
hope i can wake up early enough to study. ^^
my aunt came just now.
to give us invitation for her son's wedding dinner.
and it's on 8/10/08 lo...
and i'm going! don't care .. =x
but my cousin who is taking o level this year is not going.
which makes me feel that i'm like so slack.
still got the mood to go out . ):
hais. but at second thought, the wedding is once in a life time.
and i want see the bride in wedding dress...
so, spare me one night out ba. ^^ hehes.

Kk... Good NNNniiiiGht peeps.
enjoy ur weekends.
loves ; misses .

2008-08-30T12:05:00.000-07:00

^^ happy belated birthday to me~
started my day in sch.
for 'be yourself day' and Teacher's day ofcos.
Happy Teacher's day to all .
yups.
little people wear their home clothes though.
and the 3 of us ( me dap and guojiao) were late.
so cab down from interchange...
we decided to wear our polo T outside first as not much people wore their hm clothes.
wanted to wait for more people to change to hm clothes aft the run .
went to cheer for our class. but very few were running.
so me and eunice decided to help run for our class...
hahas. but still lost...

went back class and had alot of photo taking.
which i can't keep the images into com. SRY kai xiang. cant help u. =x
after that, we went for concert.
it was.... alittle boring. hahs.
alot of band at first. and singing and dancing .
one of it was really... funny. -.-'
it's like a drama. and there's like some kind of hero ?
hahas. after that, dap and est went down to town.
guojiao went back class for Pizza..
eunice and i went to rent disc. (:
final destination 3. very er xin ! eer
yea... met guojiao and went over my place.
walk down to the park and unpack stuff...
aft a while dap and est came.
they keep running here and there to set up everything.
and we took like 3 hr to start fire...
changed alot of things like the bbq pit and charcole. it's 7 years old ok.
they bought new ones aft that.
and my brother came to help... ^^

started Bbqing food and eunice have to leave early.
aft that my bro keep bbq food for us.
as we are lazy to cook . hehs.
food are salty. ( my fault. =x) bangalas ard. creepy sounds..
hahas and ofcos gossiping. =D
my bro is too bored as he doesn't have a clue what we are talking abt. hahs!
thanks everyone. for the celebration and 12.01 birthday song...
thank you dad for the birthday cake...
and everyone be it msg & tagboard ..

loves to all ! (:
and do takecare my dear.
i know the openhouse is tiring...
aft tml should be better le.
though u can't see this now.
and sry to make u feel that way ytd night...
good night,
love .

2008-08-24T12:55:00.000-07:00

Thank You all. LOVessssssSs....

it's a early birthday celebration. =D

yeah~ didn't expect that. hahs.

Special thanks to people : CAlVIN, eunice, weitan jie, yonglong gor.

hehes. thanks alot for the day. :)

and calling my dad. hahas. so brave ok. xD

went to make my passport in the morning.

and met up with eunice ..

mm. after that met Kai,

took mrt train to vivo.. met up with dear at vivo.

sweet! dear bought me a cam. and i choose pink colour...

i like the shiny shiny kind of pink. hahs.

and last time i wanted to save up money to buy myself one.

and i gave up on it as it's like so hard to save up so much money.

muacks

walk walk walk.

went to Clark quek shopping mall and did some shopping.

hmm. perhaps just walking ard...

headed plaza Sing after that.

and bus back to vivo aft that. :)

walk alot of rounds and finally,

he said hungry and went to Thai express.

^^ and saw eunice, jie and gor.

hahas. and there's a flower and balloon on my chair.

everyone watching ok...

psps.

had our dinner and the cake.

after dinner,

calvin called my dad.

to ask if i can stay a bit longer...

and he agree with it. hehs.

jie and gor called alot people. to check on the price of K box

ended up we went to Seterles ( incorrect spelling)

played some card games...

i want go again. ^^

mm. took taxi home ard 1.

baby accompanied me home.

and went back home aft that.

yeah. and i took this photo that day while walking to interchange with parents.

just want to rmb this scene...

i guess aft sec 4.

i won't always get to walk with them early in the morning.

i like to see them like this.

play ard , walk to work together.

i don't know how in love they are. but at least i know they are happy at this point of time.

they are happy abt what they have.

this two children.

who are bad at their academics.

i know it's disappointing to see us like this...

i love them .

2008-08-21T21:57:00.000-07:00

Sunlight don't appear every time,
it will be hidden sometimes...

just like the happy things going on.
it will not always be visible.
but still it's there. u just have to wait.
and wait
and wait
and wait.

while waiting ,
sometimes u will encounter
rain.clouds. thunder storms. etc.
and only , aft all this difficult times,
than u will see the little spark of light.
shining right in ur face. making u feel warm and comfortable.
but for the moment, u'll have to bare with it.
So, people who are going throught the difficult moments,
bare with it... there still will be sunlight. so SMILE.
like me. =D

Painting Not done,
Prac work Not done,
Math past year papers Not done,
English Vocab worksheet Not done,
alot alot alot... :(

i want to see the morning sunrise in bus 307.
it motivated me more .
To smile whole day long in school. =)

Baby,
Maybe i have the wrong perspective
i'll control my emotions.
feeling more for what hurts my friend than what have hurt me...
This, maybe i'm wrong...
one saying, Wang Shang bu ji, Tai jian ji .
okok. i understand now...
and i did not cry. don't worry. (:
i love you...

2008-08-15T23:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY B'DAY to daphanie (:

our BIG card !

her b'day cake .

^^ yups. it's her 16th birthday today !

this girl of mine, hmm. how should i put it.

i see her mood change every year since secondary 1.

and i know that it's abit rocky this year.

nevertheless, i know she's strong, right?

mm. we always do 'kissing pose'

and that's the first one which really looks like it har. hahas!

our friendship started since sec one and she did change alot ~

hahas... be it good or bad. this is life right... people do change.

many ups and downs we been through together...

and always lending a shoulder when in need...

thanks alot girl .. for helping me when i needed it.

to be truth, i know we might not be as close as last time.

but no matter what happens , i just hope find back ur happiness .

even if i'm not the person to share with u ur joy,

but i can always be the one who share with u ur tears.. bear in mind . (:

sister right~ hehs. hope u like the cake and today's little celebration girl!

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. =D

belated pictures. ^^

we were early that day, so while waiting for dear, we took pictures.

ok i took pictures. (:

alright. we got our board for our prac work.

and we have to start doing a few pages. like the mind - map.

pasting of layouts and pictures. etc .

and last deadline is : painting- 29 Aug, prac work - 12 Sep.

yups . 29 AUG. thanks har...

felt so busy nowadays.

so many math papers undone.

and POA worksheets as well.

still got due English test , Monday have to stay back do.

prac work not finished yet.

haven colour my layouts

no time to Exercise! -.-'

no time read book and magazine...

hahas. perhap i'm wasting time on other things . =x

alright! i'm sleeping soon.

tml have to wake up early and get prepared to get out of house.

so long nv go out together with whole family. ( including my BROTHER!)

that's rare. hahas... this shows u always not with us ! hint hint *

hmm. going to make our passport or something. yea..

kk. good night! =D

2008-08-08T23:26:00.000-07:00

Skyline , so smooth , so relaxing, so comforting .
let me pause and forget everything.

blending of colours in sky...
as blur as it looks in life.
things getting more blur as it past...
i like this morning's sky.. so purple with red and abit bled with light blue.
really nice. (:
and I'm sry girl guides. can't manage to wake up. =x

alright . studying grp is really~ ehh. yea. we did a little study though.
haha! aiya. with friends , it's hard to sit on the floor for more than 3 hrs!
that's for sure. haas. definitely, some will say :
" aiya, lets go buy drink. " or " hmm, why not play awhile before studying? "
-.^ hahas. yups. but we manage to study , math (:

the more u give, the more i miss u.
the more i take, the more u get tired.

i want holidays!!?!!!??
with him having holiday too. (:

2008-08-07T03:52:00.000-07:00

I'm so lazy nowadays. =x

my art work is finishing. but i don't like it.
looks so ugly lo...
only like the stairs, and not the others. hahas...
hmm. teacher pushed back the dateline again. (:
think she's being very kind har.
anyway, art students must hurry finish their art painting,
AND the prac work lo...
next week have to show teacher le. jia you ^^
English oral is coming.
as usual, i'm always last in class. ' V ' ?!
mm. but good luck to people .

hmm. National day is coming.
but art students not going to see the concert...
have to do art painting...
last year already ~
haiyo... anyway, it will be a half day.
but we have to stay till 12...
and next Monday is a Holiday ! =D
yeah~~~~~

got back math test paper.
55/80 . adding one more mark le. (:
and flunk my POA . like always. i'm very bad in my accounts. yea?
hmmm. orh orh.we getting back our O level chinese soon!
woooo... like so fast right? wander how i did. hmmm.
hope to get good good grads. cause my other subjects are real bad.
so only can rely on my chinese ?
*pray hard*

..
..
..

perhaps i'm over reacting...
and i'm sry. at that moment , just think that way.
and just vent it out...
regreting it . so please forgive me . alright?

okok. shall end here.
update more next time...
takecares.

hao xiang ni.

2008-07-31T06:20:00.000-07:00

Alrights... finally i'm able to use the com.
hahas.. had a few mock exams this two weeks.
and i think i did quite badly...=x
sad right, every time i write ' did badly.'
i also don't want like that right. but i did study ok...
erm, got back physic paper 1 and guess what, i past. (:
but that OKS, thanks har. got full marks. * claps.
hahas...

anyway, today there's frbie competition.
4/7 and 5/2... congrads to 5/2... but we were supporting 4/7.
guojiao's class leh. anyway, they did great la. hahas.
yups... aft sch had some sports with the girls.
we played freebie, basket ball, volly ball . =D
hahas.. today we really got the mood to exercise ..

tml will be our school's cross country.
held in chinese garden... and this time. i will be running.
hahaha... ^^ finally. no more milo giving. hahs!
but maybe will still help up a little. hehs.
yups. then swimming aftwards.
and followed by movie.

i really miss u. but, don't know when meeting u.
i know my parents give probs.
do accept them as well k?
though they are strict but still are my parents.
as much as u want me respect ur parents right...

alrights. off for now. must have a early night.
and see u girls tml morning. ^^

Takecare baby , misses..

2008-07-27T21:17:00.000-07:00

HELLO people.
just coming here to update a little.
celebrated baby's b'day ytd.
hahas... mm. and we went to vivo to celebrate.
tml he's booking in agn...
next week then possible to see him. T.T

hmm. tml will be SS and POA mock exam.
so i'm rushing some last minute revisions.
hahs... mm. shall update pictures next time.
will be real busy this week i guess.
exams and also last day to do finish art painting is on this thursday!
baby, HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance..
i love u .

2008-07-18T23:03:00.000-07:00

another friday (:

nth much on this few days.
just that went to watch movie with eunice kaishen and kaixiang. =D
hahas! and today ms merduati changed our places.
not sitting with eunice and kaishen le...
but it's ok, hopefully for POA lessons only. ^^
esther also had to change place. aiya, the four of us have to split up in the end.
but we always find a way to sit back together. hahs !

anyway Racial Harmony day is coming.
this coming Monday. (:
we wanted to have all classmates to wear costume. but some dont feel like i guess.
Daphanie, must wear hor. hahas. yups.
eunice est and me are going to borrow from Ana.
she said she has alot at home. hahas. going bring all let us choose.
nice girl . hehs.
hopefully others will also wear ba.

had alot of freebies competitions lately.
and as what i know, 4/8 , 4/7 , and 5/1 and leading.
yups.guojiao class really doing great.
watch some of their competitions this few days during recess.
and we totally forgot abt the time.
and spent some of our POA lessons watching the match. =x
ended up with 15 push ups...
anyway, good luck to all.

tml will be as usual. (:
but it's simple and nice. i won't ask for more.
baby's birthday is coming. hahahahas...
going count down lo~
hehs. watch out orh... :D

and lastly,
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY to teng teng. (:
only manage to use com today, so hope u do well in o levels.

things change and go at a blink of an eye.
eunice asked me this question,
will everything change ?
if it's last time i will say " ofcos not! we will always be like now. "
so confident .

but now, not saying there's no confident.
but if u want to say every single thing to be the same.
perhaps not bah... as we grow old, things change, attitude change.
thinking change.
ofcos , if u work hard give in and have the heart to keep in contact.
things will remain abit here and there ba. so don't worry my dear. ^^

yups, quite a wordy entry. hahas. must be dozing of while reading ba.
kk. shall stop here.. takecares and good night peeps! hehs.

with much love and misses to calvin. x)

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